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Show me that you’re serious. That everything you have said is real. I am at that point of giving up. For what? My doubts.

Do you really like me? Or was it all just a game. I honestly want you to show me you do. Not tell me. That gets old

Whatever happens in the end doesn’t matter. Whether we will be together or never talking again. I just want to make sure that you’re happy. Nothing would make me feel more accomplished than that.

Start of something else

So it’s valentines day. I wish I could tell you that I love you. When I look at you in class (not stalking) I just daydream. Daydreaming about the day we will go out and just have a good time. See now that is just a dream. Your eyes just look amazing. I lose my train of thought just looking at them. It fits you so well. Beautiful. That smile? Words cannot explain. I wish those lips would be against my lips. I can only hope for so much. Maybe one day I will tell you how I feel. Maybe I never will. I love you. I mean it. I never thought I would have fallen head over heels for you but here I am. I know I haven’t really done anything to prove that I actually like you, but I just wish you are mine to keep. Nothing in this world can satisfy me except for you. Sometimes I just want to go up to you and kiss your lips. I can already sense the butterflies in my stomach. But will I ever get that chance? I’ve been day dreaming about you constantly in class and you just look stunning. Everyday you never fail to look beautiful. The way you design your hair and that bow tie today just made everything look perfect. Your hair and your clothes. I couldn’t help but stare. Someday I want to wake up next to you and look at you cherishing every moment of it. You probably don’t see it like that, but maybe in time you will turn around. Until then, all I have is my thoughts and patience for you. I love you.

Like “hellothenbye” that’s how everything in life seems to me. Maybe I’m just not meant for this relationship crap. People use me anyways. Grasp my fragile heart and break it into a million pieces. For what? Cruel cruel world

Honestly everything you’ve said so far just has lead me to believe it’s bull shit. I guess when you say that you would rather spend time with me than anyone else is a lie. I shouldn’t have even believed it for one second. I guess when it comes to texting there’s not emotion involved. Like my friend said “you can’t have a relationship with texting. It doesn’t work”. I guess I’ve learned. What to do now? Move on? Try a different path? I just don’t know anymore.

I’m starting to realize how much I need you in my life.

I wrote this on valentines day but decided to semi finish it today:

"Start of something else

So it’s valentines day. I wish I could tell you that I love you. When I look at you in class (not stalking) I just daydream. Daydreaming about the day we will go out and just have a good time. See now that is just a dream. Your eyes just look amazing. I lose my train of thought just looking at them. It fits you so well. Beautiful. That smile? Words cannot explain. I wish those lips would be against my lips. I can only hope for so much. Maybe one day I will tell you how I feel. Maybe I never will. I love you. I mean it. I never thought I would have fallen head over heels for you but here I am. I know I haven’t really done anything to prove that I actually like you, but I just wish you are mine to keep. Nothing in this world can satisfy me except for you. Sometimes I just want to go up to you and kiss your lips. I can already sense the butterflies in my stomach. But will I ever get that chance? I’ve been day dreaming about you constantly in class and you just look stunning. Everyday you never fail to look beautiful. The way you design your hair and that bow tie today just made everything look perfect. Your hair and your clothes. I couldn’t help but stare. Someday I want to wake up next to you and look at you cherishing every moment of it. You probably don’t see it like that, but maybe in time you will turn around. Until then, all I have is my thoughts and patience for you. I just wanted to say, I love you.”

Should I wait on her? Is that a good idea for me? What happens to me in the long run? I can’t quit, the feeling in the end of “what if” will pop into my head over and over again every time I see her. I mean if it doesn’t work out then it’s just not meant to be right? With harm comes learning something new. Maybe this time, my waiting will pay off instead. And if it doesn’t I’m done.

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Knowing I’ll never get that one chance just kills me inside

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I just wanna talk to you and put you on blast!¬†You lead me on and toyed with my emotions like a monkey or something. Honestly you’re hella fucked up

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Days you just feel like giving up. Knowing that you wasted time on something that was never going to happen. Wishing you knew all along before you fell for them. Honestly if I could repeat time it would that first time I talked to you. From there it would’ve been a different story. I would’ve fallen for you or your lies.

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If only I could prove to you but you don’t see me like that..

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I know I can be the best but the thing is I’ll never get that chance